Thanks so much for the birthday well wishes, guys. It's greatly appreciated.
Initially, I was going to post this really detailed recap of everything I did this weekend. To be honest, I don't remember half of what went down. In a nutshell...I came, I drank and I passed out. Story of my birthday weekend.
I can't wait until my 25th.
Happy Birthday to me!!!
I've got a crush on you...
I'm crushing real hard on this yungin' right now and I really wish I weren't.
When we talk on the phone I get all types of butterflies and miscellaneous stomach flippage. I start giggling at shit that ain't even funny. I randomly smile when we g-chat. It's the most bizarre thing in the world.
Maybe I was feeling myself like Tweet today, but despite being deathly afraid of rejection and being rebuffed, I decided to man up and told him how I feel today. I just hope he doesn't take advantage of that little tidbit. He's noted before that I tend to always need to take the lead in situations. The ball's in his court now. I hope he doesn't drop it.
This My Shit!When we talk on the phone I get all types of butterflies and miscellaneous stomach flippage. I start giggling at shit that ain't even funny. I randomly smile when we g-chat. It's the most bizarre thing in the world.
Maybe I was feeling myself like Tweet today, but despite being deathly afraid of rejection and being rebuffed, I decided to man up and told him how I feel today. I just hope he doesn't take advantage of that little tidbit. He's noted before that I tend to always need to take the lead in situations. The ball's in his court now. I hope he doesn't drop it.
I've been listening to this track like 5-6 times a day for one week straight.
Shouts to all the white girls snorting bumps through dirty dollar bills in club bathrooms across the globe.
Shouts to all the white girls snorting bumps through dirty dollar bills in club bathrooms across the globe.
Sex and The City Movie
Just a few days left. I've already made plans and selected a theater. I'm so ready to see some new shit from my favorite white girls. :-)
You ready, Nia?
You ready, Nia?
YouTube
How many of you gals did foolishness like with your boys when you were younger? When did YouTube become a stage for random acts of faggotry?
You Gets No Love...From Me
Isn't it funny how people don't want to express interest in you until you've pretty much washed your hands of them? Then they send you emails asking why you've been a stranger.
I tired.
You failed.
Now, keep it moving.
I tired.
You failed.
Now, keep it moving.
My Father
I don't often reference my family on this blog, but with today being my birthday I can help but to point out that this is probably the 15th or 16th consecutive birthday that I have not heard from my father. I know for a fact that he has my cell number and other ways to reach me, but he simply chooses not to. It's not that he has a ton of kids and forgets or gets confused. I'm his only child.
There are few things in life that make you feel as low as knowing that one person who helped bring you into this world is living and breathing in the same city in which I reside and has my number yet refuses to reach out to me.
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There are few things in life that make you feel as low as knowing that one person who helped bring you into this world is living and breathing in the same city in which I reside and has my number yet refuses to reach out to me.
17 comments:
Happy belated birthday!!!
Now, with regards to the Youtube. All I can say is "TITs" Twinks In Training.
Happy Birthday homeboy!
Lol @ Ty twinks in training lol. I wish I could view the youtube video wit shorty sagging they pants DAM lol. Its not loading lol. But Interesting post sir, you have a lot going on here. I hope all works out for the best, especially the shit with ya dad. Oh let me kno how the movie is, everybody keep tryn to get me to see that bullshit. I dont kno. Maybe
That is the jam though. It makes me want to get up and start house dancing. LOL Thank God I have enough sense not to. ;-)
Lawdie, Im gonna be praying for the peoples in them there videos. About your father, you know us parents are human too. Sometimes we really ain't the best when it comes to doing thangs like parenting. I hope you can find it in your heart to at least forgive him and maybe make some cordial amends.
I looks at LB and he constantly tries. He slipped out on me once and got this heffa pregnant (he ain't neva slipped again, trust me). I'm helping him through a few things with his son. I see the humanity in his eyes. I just ain't always what you think.
With Love,
Mrs. Mabel
Lawdie, Im gonna be praying for the peoples in them there videos. About your father, you know us parents are human too. Sometimes we really ain't the best when it comes to doing thangs like parenting. I hope you can find it in your heart to at least forgive him and maybe make some cordial amends.
I looks at LB and he constantly tries. He slipped out on me once and got this heffa pregnant (he ain't neva slipped again, trust me). I'm helping him through a few things with his son. I see the humanity in his eyes. I just ain't always what you think.
With Love,
Mrs. Mabel
Aww look at you all cute with your crush :-)
Ty - You are CRAZY. LOL.
Kenny - Thanks, son.
X - Thanks, you. I hope things work out, too. Fuck my father...he's a deadbeat mess. YOU going to see SATC??? I didn't see that coming. I'll tell you about it though.
ShAé - Isnt that song great??
"Do you have any black inside you??"
LOVE IT!
Pew View - Thanks for the kind words, ma'am.
La - I know...
It's strange, but I like it tho. It's cute for what it is.
Bon anniversaire amour. Happy birthday love. I hope all of your wishes and dreams for the year come true. As for your father well that you can only pray about. God can do anything and he may just do something about that. Well be blessed amour.
everybody nose is a crazy hilarious song. it was so hype when NERD performed it!! loved it. lmao @ "i tired you failed now keep it moving." WORD! i think i'll see the girls friday morning just b/c. happy belated!!
You got me hooked on that show, you know that?! but i'm not going to see it until the hype dies down, like Sunday lol. good luck with the crush, not feeling the song (just not a fan), i'm about tired of some damn youtube and don't let your pops get you down. i know the situation and it looks like he just doesn't have the willpower to do right. take heart, you do!
Happy belated birthday!!!
I'm gonna see SATC on Sunday too.
Gotta check out the vids when I get home. It's to crush every now and then. It does wonders for the face = )
Do you have a way of getting in touch with your pops?
See what u miss when u haven't read blogs in a couple of days! Happy Birthday Man! I wanted to ask questions... but I will just do so next time we are face to face!
Oh yeah, stay away from my man, LOL!
I'm glad you enjoyed ya birthday.
I think I know who that crush is.
I'm second what Mrs. Mabel said about parents. It took me years to forgive my father for the was he treated me, but I did it because I had to. He was dead and I was killing myself with anger. So who was my anger helping?
Thanks for the happy birthday wishes, guys.
Updates:
- The crush is still there.
- I still can't wait until SATC this weekend.
- My father actually called around 11pm Tuesday night from his girlfriends phone. He said he didn't have any minutes on his (ghetto) Boost Mobile. We talked awkwardly literally for a couple of minutes, then his signal dropped, the call was disconnected and he never called back. I never called back either.
I don't hate him. I past that point. I've even tried as an adult to make it work with him, but it's an uphill battle with him.
He can't really offer me anything. He's failed miserably as an adult, he occasionally asks me for money or rides to various really seedy places and I don't respect him as a man.
Those YouTube videos are still intriguing. You all should get into some of the "related videos". A mess.
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